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DESPITE
THE
SCARS

HELIOS SUSTAINABLE FILMS PRESENTS

A FILM BY FELIX RIER
WITH THEA MALFERTHEINER

LOGLINE

In her quest to recover from a brutal gang rape, Thea turns to dance as a means of healing her emotional and physical trauma. As she embraces a new relationship and the joy of motherhood with the birth of her son, Thea is faced with the challenging question of whether true healing is ever attainable.

SYNOPSIS

After enduring the trauma of a brutal gang rape, young dancer Thea embarks on a profound journey of healing. Through her choreography, she confronts her pain step by step, gradually transforming her vulnerability into a quiet yet fierce bravery.

With the unwavering support of her partner Thiago and the unconditional love of their dog Mandinga, Thea discovers a safe space to begin piecing together her shattered world. The birth of her son Monan further redefines her relationship with her body and sense of self.

We follow Thea's most intimate struggles through her personal video diaries, intertwined with the tender lens of her childhood friend, filmmaker Felix, who uncovers the unspoken layers of her healing process.

DESPITE THE SCARS highlights the collective responsibility we share in supporting those who have endured trauma, reminding us of the vital roles of empathy, dignity and love in times of darkness.

» I felt so much that I stopped feeling anything because I saw myself dying. But I speak openly about it because we should not stay silent about things that matter. «

Diary entry by Thea, 23.05.2020

DIRECTOR'S STATEMENT

This film tells the courageous story of Thea, a young woman reclaiming control of her life after surviving a traumatic act of violence. This extraordinary protagonist invites us to follow her delicate journey of healing through dance, self-awareness, and love. Thea and I share a long history and close friendship, dating back to our childhood in the Italian Alps. She was even my first great love. Years later, we both found ourselves living in Berlin. Shortly before I left the city, Thea had to cancel our farewell coffee, explaining that she was in the hospital. There, she told me about the hostage-taking, the drugging, and the rape. That moment was deeply unsettling for both of us, but what must have been going on inside her remains beyond my comprehension.

Out of the sense of guilt, I wrote an imaginary letter to "Undine*" - a pseudonym given to Thea in a newspaper article reporting the crime. This inspired my short film ein mann zu sein (being a man), reflecting on the moral responsibility and the shame I felt as a man. Thea, moved by the film, invited me to create a larger project to share her story. While the short film explored themes of remorse, grief, and guilt, DESPITE THE SCARS turns toward perspective, resilience, and the struggle for a better life. It is a powerful reflection of Thea's courage, humanity, and determination - proof that even after the darkest moments, strength, dignity, and hope can prevail.

Ein Portrait vom Filmemacher Felix Rier vor einem dunklen Hintergrund
Photo: Tiberio Sorvillo

DIRECTOR'S BIOGRAPHY

Felix Rier was born and raised in the Italian Alps. After graduating from business school with a focus on finance and marketing, he moved to Berlin in 2016 and began a three-year apprenticeship as a media designer. Therefore, he mainly works in the camera department, as first and second camera assistant, as junior DOP and sound technician. From 2019 to 2022 he studied camera and light at ZeLIG - School for Documentary Film in Bolzano, Italy. Since then, he has been working as a freelance DOP and sound technician, while also directing his debut film DESPITE THE SCARS.

TECH SPECS

GENRE

DOCUMENTARY

DURATION

72 min

SHOOTING FORMAT

XAVC-I DCI 4K 25p

S-Log3.Cine

SCREENING FORMAT

DCP

SOUND

DOLBY SURROUND 5.1

COUNTRY OF PRODUCTION

Italy

LANGUAGES:

German

English

German dialect

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